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as salam...

sy sgt2 sdey skrg...kucen2 sy LuLu dan JoJo ilang...LuLu dah ilang hampir semggu...JoJo dah 2 ari.diorang 2 dah mcm family sy...mcm kwn dan adek2 sy....sedeynye. xtau nk ckp mcm mn...

LuLu dah ilang ari selasa ari 2, mak sy kuarkan die mlm senin sbb takut die berak dalam umah. sok pg bl pggl2 die tak blik2. 

JoJo plak ble abgnye ilang, dah jd mcm kucen gle. yela ah xde geng nk men. bile kakak sy blik dr sk, dgr je bunyi kete terus blari kuar. sbb ah bosan sgt. tp die pun ikt lgkh abgnye....ilang tanpa dkesan...pg semalam die ilang. 

sekarang ni lgsg dah xde kucen kat umah 2....mak n kakak sy pun sedey yg teramat sgt. yela, kalo la diorang xkuarkan diorg mlm2 srh berak, mgkin xjd mcm ni. mak sy syg sgt diorg. nangis mak sy bila jd cm ni. smlm die cl, die dah cr merata dah. tp lgsg xde jejak....mak sy sedey sbb diorg ilang smpai taik diorg kat tepi umah dan dlm sgkar pun xsggup nk buang....ye, sy tau mak sy sedey sgt...nyesal die. yela bkn sng nk cr kucen mcm diorg. bijak, manje, putih bersih dan cantik...gemok plak 2...luluh ati sy bl diorg ilang...bayangkn dr bsr penumbuk sy, sy bela diorg smpai dah menjangkau 3 kg berat....tup2 ilang mcm 2 je...

ntahla....sy mmg xblh terima hakikat ni....sy msh berharap diorg akn blik ke pangkuan family sy...sy sgt2 berharap diorg xmati lg atau ade ape ancaman atas diorg. kalo la ade org amik kucen2 sy 2, sy harap sgt org 2 sgt sygkn kucen mcm family sy dan blh jg diorg dgn bek.

ape2 pun, sy tetap harap diorg akn blik.....blik ye syg2.....(kite syg dan rindu kamu Lu dan Jo)...

thanks........

as salam...

17 june lalu....result degree utk kali yang terakhir dah pun keluar.....alhamdulillah, walaupn pd mulenye, menangais2 Cik Ashee sbb x leh nk cek result, akhirnya bila dpt tau bersyukur sgt. sbnrnye uitm anta result melalui emel. tp yang menjadi mslhnye, result 2 dah msk dlm spam.....so?ko phm2lah situasinye mcm mn.......merata aku mencari, tiap2 jam cek emel tau........

thanks 2 Allah yang kurniakan rezeki ni pd cik Ashee.yelah...kalo kt usaha mcm mn pun tp bkn izin Die mmg xkan dpt. second, kepada lecturer2 yang byk bantu, terutama pd Dr Asmadi Mohammed Ghazali yang sgt2 byk bg support utk buat research project dan plg memahami (jg my supervisor), encik rosli yang baik, miss yana yang lembut dan byk membantu, encik shamsul daud yang sgt best and happening, encik mahadi, encik zoolhelmi, dan sume2 lah lecturer2 kedah. saya xkan lupakan kalian sume. hamba2 Allah yang banyak bg ilmu dan jasa pd sy.....

seterusnya, kepada mak, abah. love u always.thanks bg support tak kira mcm mn bentuk pun. pesan mak dan doa mak orang sentiasa ingat. kepada abang2, kakak2 yang dah byk tolong terutama ketika belajar ni, jasa korang pun xmampu nk bls dgn duit. 

kepada yang disayangi......shahidan abdul khalil, thanks for loving me and always be my listener and supporter.awak sentiasa ade dgn sy waktu sy susah dan senang. awak sentiasa tenangkan sy waktu sy gemuruh, gelisah dan tak tenteram.dan awak selalu benarkan sy waktu orang lain salah menilai sy. thanks a lot. 

akhir sekali, kepada kwn2 yg sm buat asemen, tut, fiza n oden.....thanks for being my frens. may Allah bless all of u and gudluck for ur future. 

walaupun sy sedkit kecewa kerana impian sy utk dapatkan ANC iaitu sejak dari diploma tak kesempatan (missed satu sem, tak dpt dekan), tp sy bersyukur kerana Allah masih bg peluang utk sy dptkan ijazah kelas pertama.....ape yang sy pesan dlm ati sy, ANC bukan ukuran utk dptkn keje, rezeki Allah ade dimn2....dan itu yg membuatkan sy msh kuat utk tempuh idup ini....kalau ade rezeki, sy akan smbg master. insyaAllah.

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as salam...u know who is maher zain? who maher zain? ekceli maher zain is the singer who have the very beautiful voice...he sing the nasyeed song and always and forever singing about Islam.... lets we listen to his new song-FREEDOM.


owh GOD....i love this song, the lyrics and melody is so and so nice.

Gathered here with my family
…My neighbours and my friends
Standing firm together against oppression holding hands
It doesn’t matter where you’re from
Or if you’re young, old, women or man
We’re here for the same reason; we want to take back our land

Oh God thank you
For giving us the strength to hold on
And now we’re here together

Calling you for freedom, freedom
We know you can hear our call ooh
We’re calling for freedom, fighting for freedom
We know you won’t let us fall oh
We know you’re here with us

No more being prisoners in our homes
No more being afraid to talk
Our dream is just to be free, just to be free
Now when we’ve taking our first step
Towards a life of complete freedom
We can see our dream getting closer and closer, we’re almost there

Oh God thank you
For giving us the strength to hold on
And now we’re here together

Calling you for freedom, freedom
We know you can hear our call ooh
We’re calling for freedom, fighting for freedom
We know you won’t let us fall oh
We know you’re here with us

I can feel the pride in the air
And it makes me strong to see everyone
Standing together holding hands in unity
Shouting out load demanding their right for freedom
This is it and we’re not backing of
Oh God we know you hear our call

And we’re calling you for freedom, freedom
We know you can hear our call ooh
We’re calling for freedom, calling for freedom
We know you won’t let us fall oh
We know you’re here with us