ENTRY KHAS BUAT ICIK…

As salam….

Dgn rs syg yg teramat sgt dan pilu yg beraja di hati ini ,  sy gagahkan dri utk tulis entry buat die yg sy sygi sbgai tanda ingatan sy buat kali terakhir dan sbgai tanda die penah sy sygi…

Mgkin ade yg konfius kan, sape yg cik Ashee mksdkn….die bkn sape2, die hanyalah seekor kucen yg sy jg dgn penuh kasih syg yg melimpah ruah…mmg die xlah secantik kucen parsi atau yg jual kat kdai2 2…tp bg cik Ashee die cukup menghiburkan…cik Ashee xpenah rs sunyi….

Bygkn kalau selama ni die temankan cik ashee ke mana cik Ashee pegi tp skrg dah xde lg…tidakkah anda rs bende 2 sgt pilu dan sayu….

Icik(kucen cik Ashee 2) jarang kuar umah, plg jauh pokok mggis depan umah (2 pun nk buang hajat)…

Pg2 kalo cik ashee still tido lg, die akan dtg ke bilik…tumpg tido sekali…kdg2 die yg melebih2 tidonye smpai kul 8 lebih…

Tp selaluny die akn bgn bl cik Ashee bgn…pas2 bile cik Ashee start buat keje umah, mcm menyapu umah…ha mulala die dok kacau mcm xcukup tanah die kejar smpah2 2….tp bile cik Ashee larang die berenti, die tau bile org larang die buat atau x…2 la speselnye die…

Bile membasuh plak, die akan tgu smpai siap kat tepi mesin bsh 2…hehe…comel je…smpai ke ptg mmg die xakan kuar umah. Senang kate, di mana je ade cik Ashee, ade la die skali…

Mcm skrg, on9 n tgh dgn lappy, confirm die pun akan ade jgk, dok ggt laptop or jln atas keyboard…tp skrg...bende 2 tgl kenangan je….(menaip dgn linangan air mate……)

Plg cik ashee xleh lupe ms cik Ashee nk buat lepat labu ari2…mmg setia abes, start dr layurkn daun pisang smpai nk bungkus dlm daun pisang 2, die still tgu…plg xblh blah ble die melangut tgu btul2 kat dpn lepat2 yg dah siap bgkus 2 (yg blum msk)…

Korg2 mesti tertnya2 sbb ape die mati kan….ok kejap cik Ashee nk tarik nafas dlm2 (confirm pasni aku nanes punye…)

Mcm ni citenye, pd mlm 9 Nov lalu, die demam…pns xhingat bdn die….ptt pun die tdo smpai xnk bgn2…tgh mlm sikit br ok….cik Ashee igt demam biase2 je…sbb soknye die dah blh lincah mcm salu…rupenye 11 Nov 2 plak demam die dtg blik…mlm jgk. Mcm mlm 2 jgk, tgh mlm dah ok blik….

So cik Ashee xsuspect pape la…soknye 2, die dah start garu2 telinga….kami suspect die skt telinga mcm kucen2 yg dl…dan kami belagak mcm dokter veterinar yg xbertauliah ubatkan telinganye dgn minyak gamat….

I’m so sorry….cik Ashee tau mgkin cat lovers kat luar sn 2 dok kutuk2 cik Ashee dgn tindakn 2…tp 2 je jln yg ade…cik Ashee xberduet, keje pun xde lg….

Dipndkkan cite, pas taruk minyak 2 dlm telinga die n kasi korek sikit buang taik telinga 2, die terus menung dan ddk sorg2 die je…tp mkn stil nk lg dan blh mengiau lg…cik Ashee igt maybe kesan ubat 2, sbb kucen2 sblm ni pun akn baik pas2. 

Soknye, die dah xnk mkn, minum…atau pape je la.mengiau pun xlarat, rupenye die demam…terlalu pns…mlm 2, kami lg bertindak sbgai dokter veterinar yg mcm pro, cube bg ubat kat die bercampur susu…Alhamdulillah, die dah blh minum air dan mkn spotong ikan dan dh blh jilat bulu….mate cik Ashee kalau korg tgk waktu 2 bersinar2 mcm Puss in Boots je….harap sgt die kebah…

Tp sebaliknya….sok dan soknye lg die mkin lemah dan lemah….die xnk mkn. Minum pun ade la sikit je…kami dah cube yg terbaik, ubat dah bg….dah pakse minum….tp ALLAH syg die lebih….

Tepat jam 4.20 ptg, 15 Nov 2011, dlm hujan lebat dan guruh….die tglkn cik Ashee buat selama2nya…tp time 2 cik Ashee mmg dah redha…sbb cik Ashee dah tau mmg dah xde hrpn lg…2 ari xnk mkn dan minum…air mate jgn cite la….dlm ujan 2, cik Ashee doa byk kali agar Allah amik la nyawa die skrg, sbb dah xtahan nk tgk die terseksa….akhirnya Allah makbulkan doa 2….

Cik Ashee mmg mghadap die time nk mati 2…menggelupur nk tercabut nyawa….mmg cik Ashee nk temankn die smpai hjg nyawa die, sm mcm die temankn cik ashee dulu…

Dan…akhirnya…Allah sj yg tau perasaan ini bagaimana…

SAYANG KAMU SANGAT CIK….

 ni la antara gmbr die spjg dlm jagaan cik Ashee...ni ms umo die dlm 2 bln...die mmg mati mude

 di kala penat bermain...

 ala-ala manje nk tido

 icik sudah xbernyawa...sob3

DIE AKAN KU KENANGI BUAT SELAMANYA...TENANG LA DISANA

its so girly....

SELENA GOMEZ

WHO SAYS?

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
Hey!
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm not just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you.
You tell me whatcha mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/selena_gomez/who_says.html ]
I'm no beauty queen.
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says you're not star potential?
Who says you're not presidential?
Who says you can't be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don't pass the test?
Who says you can't be the best?
Who said?
Who said?
Would you tell me who said that?
Yeah~
Who said?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says?
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's heard it?
Trust me,
That's the curse of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says your not beautiful?
Who says?

=)

as salam...

hehehe, xsangka dah nak abes prak kat sni.....hahaha, mmg xsbr lgsg dah.....nak blik umah jpe MAK. ari sabtu ni sy akan chow dr sni, dan akan mulakan kehiduapan br di tmpat lain, may be. insyaALLAH.....hopefully, i can get the job as soon as possible.....amen.

but, at dis time, i will stay at home, searching and searching the appropriate job. i don care if the job is not same as my qualification (library science+degree), as long as i get the money+experience. 

ok, plez pray for my best....=)

...kami bukan KULI....

as salam...

ku sangka kan ok, rupenye hampeh peh peh....

xpe, lg smggu je duk sini, lepas 2 aku xkan jejak lg kaki ke sini....huh!!!xkan ok....

mood: menyampah teramat sgt....OK!

dekdot....kamu di mana syg?

as salam...

sy sgt2 sdey skrg...kucen2 sy LuLu dan JoJo ilang...LuLu dah ilang hampir semggu...JoJo dah 2 ari.diorang 2 dah mcm family sy...mcm kwn dan adek2 sy....sedeynye. xtau nk ckp mcm mn...

LuLu dah ilang ari selasa ari 2, mak sy kuarkan die mlm senin sbb takut die berak dalam umah. sok pg bl pggl2 die tak blik2. 

JoJo plak ble abgnye ilang, dah jd mcm kucen gle. yela ah xde geng nk men. bile kakak sy blik dr sk, dgr je bunyi kete terus blari kuar. sbb ah bosan sgt. tp die pun ikt lgkh abgnye....ilang tanpa dkesan...pg semalam die ilang. 

sekarang ni lgsg dah xde kucen kat umah 2....mak n kakak sy pun sedey yg teramat sgt. yela, kalo la diorang xkuarkan diorg mlm2 srh berak, mgkin xjd mcm ni. mak sy syg sgt diorg. nangis mak sy bila jd cm ni. smlm die cl, die dah cr merata dah. tp lgsg xde jejak....mak sy sedey sbb diorg ilang smpai taik diorg kat tepi umah dan dlm sgkar pun xsggup nk buang....ye, sy tau mak sy sedey sgt...nyesal die. yela bkn sng nk cr kucen mcm diorg. bijak, manje, putih bersih dan cantik...gemok plak 2...luluh ati sy bl diorg ilang...bayangkn dr bsr penumbuk sy, sy bela diorg smpai dah menjangkau 3 kg berat....tup2 ilang mcm 2 je...

ntahla....sy mmg xblh terima hakikat ni....sy msh berharap diorg akn blik ke pangkuan family sy...sy sgt2 berharap diorg xmati lg atau ade ape ancaman atas diorg. kalo la ade org amik kucen2 sy 2, sy harap sgt org 2 sgt sygkn kucen mcm family sy dan blh jg diorg dgn bek.

ape2 pun, sy tetap harap diorg akn blik.....blik ye syg2.....(kite syg dan rindu kamu Lu dan Jo)...

thanks........

as salam...

17 june lalu....result degree utk kali yang terakhir dah pun keluar.....alhamdulillah, walaupn pd mulenye, menangais2 Cik Ashee sbb x leh nk cek result, akhirnya bila dpt tau bersyukur sgt. sbnrnye uitm anta result melalui emel. tp yang menjadi mslhnye, result 2 dah msk dlm spam.....so?ko phm2lah situasinye mcm mn.......merata aku mencari, tiap2 jam cek emel tau........

thanks 2 Allah yang kurniakan rezeki ni pd cik Ashee.yelah...kalo kt usaha mcm mn pun tp bkn izin Die mmg xkan dpt. second, kepada lecturer2 yang byk bantu, terutama pd Dr Asmadi Mohammed Ghazali yang sgt2 byk bg support utk buat research project dan plg memahami (jg my supervisor), encik rosli yang baik, miss yana yang lembut dan byk membantu, encik shamsul daud yang sgt best and happening, encik mahadi, encik zoolhelmi, dan sume2 lah lecturer2 kedah. saya xkan lupakan kalian sume. hamba2 Allah yang banyak bg ilmu dan jasa pd sy.....

seterusnya, kepada mak, abah. love u always.thanks bg support tak kira mcm mn bentuk pun. pesan mak dan doa mak orang sentiasa ingat. kepada abang2, kakak2 yang dah byk tolong terutama ketika belajar ni, jasa korang pun xmampu nk bls dgn duit. 

kepada yang disayangi......shahidan abdul khalil, thanks for loving me and always be my listener and supporter.awak sentiasa ade dgn sy waktu sy susah dan senang. awak sentiasa tenangkan sy waktu sy gemuruh, gelisah dan tak tenteram.dan awak selalu benarkan sy waktu orang lain salah menilai sy. thanks a lot. 

akhir sekali, kepada kwn2 yg sm buat asemen, tut, fiza n oden.....thanks for being my frens. may Allah bless all of u and gudluck for ur future. 

walaupun sy sedkit kecewa kerana impian sy utk dapatkan ANC iaitu sejak dari diploma tak kesempatan (missed satu sem, tak dpt dekan), tp sy bersyukur kerana Allah masih bg peluang utk sy dptkan ijazah kelas pertama.....ape yang sy pesan dlm ati sy, ANC bukan ukuran utk dptkn keje, rezeki Allah ade dimn2....dan itu yg membuatkan sy msh kuat utk tempuh idup ini....kalau ade rezeki, sy akan smbg master. insyaAllah.

i'm addicted with....

as salam...u know who is maher zain? who maher zain? ekceli maher zain is the singer who have the very beautiful voice...he sing the nasyeed song and always and forever singing about Islam.... lets we listen to his new song-FREEDOM.


owh GOD....i love this song, the lyrics and melody is so and so nice.

Gathered here with my family
…My neighbours and my friends
Standing firm together against oppression holding hands
It doesn’t matter where you’re from
Or if you’re young, old, women or man
We’re here for the same reason; we want to take back our land

Oh God thank you
For giving us the strength to hold on
And now we’re here together

Calling you for freedom, freedom
We know you can hear our call ooh
We’re calling for freedom, fighting for freedom
We know you won’t let us fall oh
We know you’re here with us

No more being prisoners in our homes
No more being afraid to talk
Our dream is just to be free, just to be free
Now when we’ve taking our first step
Towards a life of complete freedom
We can see our dream getting closer and closer, we’re almost there

Oh God thank you
For giving us the strength to hold on
And now we’re here together

Calling you for freedom, freedom
We know you can hear our call ooh
We’re calling for freedom, fighting for freedom
We know you won’t let us fall oh
We know you’re here with us

I can feel the pride in the air
And it makes me strong to see everyone
Standing together holding hands in unity
Shouting out load demanding their right for freedom
This is it and we’re not backing of
Oh God we know you hear our call

And we’re calling you for freedom, freedom
We know you can hear our call ooh
We’re calling for freedom, calling for freedom
We know you won’t let us fall oh
We know you’re here with us